I went on a little Twitter rant Thursday morning. It was a
positive rant, which is unusual because rants are not usually positive - nor
are tweets. It felt weird seeing my string of gratitude filter between people
griping or giving half-hearted thanks for tiny things in their lives. Often I'm like that, because you get caught up in your own norms and anxieties.
But if you
have the privilege of internet access, something that would have passed for
magic in any time before that of our grandparents, you can be thankful for more
than toast. Sometimes it's useful to remember that. So here comes
an obnoxious barrage of things I'm glad are real.
For instance, I'm thankful for the crossovers cosplay affords.
For polar bears that don't read warning signs.
And for float malfunctions.
I'm thankful for the compassion of God, the reason of the Enlightenment, and for laughing so hard that you fart. For Hugh Jackman's Wolverine. Rice and barbecue chicken. Jersey knit sheets. Welcome to NightVale. The polio vaccine. Warm rain.
This post is a few days late due to exhaustion over
Thanksgiving and some depression. I'm not thankful for having chemical
depression - except I am. I'm thankful because it's made me more understanding
of what other sufferers go through, more patient with them in my strong hours,
and helped me represent them better in my fiction. I'm not thankful for all the
hours it guzzles or weight it's helped me gain, but you can be unthankful at
any point.
I'm most grateful for my family. That includes my mother and
grandmother, but also Cassie Williams and Nat Sylva. Friends outnumber my
biological relatives in my family, in that circle of people who care and will
come running when things go wrong, and who are joyous when things go well. Of
course this family isn't defined by blood. That's why I don't mind giving away
so much blood to the Red Cross.
Of course I'm grateful to the people who donate and who
collect blood for organizations like the Red Cross, who've helped save so many
lives of strangers. Likewise I'm thankful to organizations like GiveWell that hold charities accountable and help financial donors find the orgs that do the
most good - it's too easy for people to say everyone is corrupt and donate
nothing in a world without accountability. I'm grateful to firefighters,
Doctors Without Borders, to civilians and police who have reached out to people
in their worst times and helped them off the ledge.
Nobody's pulled me off the ledge of building, and I haven't
needed any blood. But most of better moments are the result of a bubbly gratitude
for all the good things people for others, not for me. That stuff we like to
brand as "humanity".
Obviously I'm thankful to the zines that have published my
work in 2015: The Sockdolager, Fireside Fiction, PodCastle, Daily Science
Fiction, and the Charleston Anvil. Obviously they have impeccable taste. I've
sold more pro-stories this year than ever before.
Oh, oh -
and photos of Pluto. This year New Horizon brought cameras closer to the dwarf
planet than humanity has ever gotten before. The pictures are stirring. Here is an unparalleled view of Pluto and its moon, Charon.
Your descendants may walk there one day. For what will they remember to give thanks?
If you can't be grateful for the struggles you won't be grateful for the blessings.
ReplyDeleteThat balloon photo is just wrong. Funny, but wrong.
And what an amazing photo of our non-planet.
Pluto really put on its Thanksgiving best.
DeleteJust read this today, but what a great post!
ReplyDeleteYou know, I've tried to give blood before and it's never worked out, but it never occurred to me I could help with a blood drive without being a donor. I just checked and nothing in my area at the moment, but I will keep an eye out now! Thank you for the idea. :)
I love the idea of a day set aside for being conscious of all the good things in our lives, but shouldn't that also be every day? I know it's hard, but I think that's part of living a good life: learning to notice all the beauty and awesomeness in our everyday lives. Why not be thankful for toast? It took the entire history of creation up until that moment for that toast to be on your table, so you should appreciate it. :)
Well this post just became available today, so you did well! And thanks for looking up blood drives. Shelters, pantries, and soup kitchens can also sometimes a hand, or a donation of unused clothing. Though you strike me as someone who already gives that. :)
DeleteIt would be great if we always measured our struggles and anger with our gratitude, but things pile on, and people forget, or get ingrained in toxic patterns. It's the same reason I'm glad we have a holiday that reminds us to dress up, pretend, and watch scary movies. Though Halloween is my absolute favorite holiday.
Big smiles. And nods of agreement.
ReplyDeleteHere's to more laughter induced farting in the year(s) ahead. Love and laughter are wonderful foundations in my world.
I saw a few of your tweets and the tweet about people complaining. Were they really? Like for real, people were griping that you were tweeting about being thankful for things? What is wrong with people??????
ReplyDeletePS: I am thankful to know you. I enjoy reading your posts and tweets.